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amzinas desnis, kuo labiau luzti, nesvarbu is ko, tuo po to blogiau, o as surinkau si teksta, bet jo neissiusiu, o tik paimsiu ir viska istrinsiu nes tokia jau esu, keistuole, kuri tai sneka tai tyli bet after all it's all the same, no matter how you look. I don't know how to give, maybe because i don't have what to give and if someone gives me somethiing i can't give anything in return. That makes me sick. And I keep saying thank you until it becomes just world without reason. And then I start to destroy everything my life is about. I start beingapart from people i care about. Instead of saying sorry i can't give you anything in retturn, bet i'd like to. Jus destroy everything or it destroys you. Maybe its true. Or maybw not. Who cares, nobody listens, nobody hears, nobodys here it's just message to nowhere like it was logn time ago. When i try not to give up, i'll start losing myself, when i saying i'm giving up something shows up. so what now? I'm even not a human anymore, i'm just a bird whithout wings. again.

Rasyta per skype, eiline zinute i niekur. Kaip ir visas sis blogas tai ir idejau.ne mano stilius, bet velniop.